| Location | Bradford |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 18/10/1999 |
| Date of Death | 07/02/1999 |
| Visitors | 377 since 03/08/2009 |
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I found out I was pregnant in the New Year of 1999. It hadnt been planned and Id thought my tummy had got a lot more rounded. I took a test and found out I was pregnant. I went to the Dr's and because my periods were so irregular he thought I was about 4 months gone. I knew I could only be a couple of months. I was very poorly at the time with flu and wasnt eating or drinking. All I could manage was a pear with salt sprinkled over it for about a week. I didnt feel well and started bleeding. The Dr arranged for me to go for a scan. I sat in the hospital's EPU scared of what was going to happen but there on the screen was my little baby and its heartbeat - I instantly knew it was a boy but the hospital were not allowed to tell us the sex. I went home really happy and told not to worry about the bleeding because baby and heartbeat looked healthy and strong. I carried on bleeding but carried on with my everyday life and went back to work. however on my first day back after being there half an hour I started to bleed heavily. I went staight home and was told to rest. I did so for a couple of days and on the Sunday decided to get up. I was in a lot of pain and had severe bleeding. The Emergency Dr. said theyd come out if they had time. I sat on my bed and cried I knew my baby had died and I was to pass him at any time. I could hardly move the pain was that intense and at 8.45pm I went to the toilet and told my husband to go downstairs. I covered my hands in tissue and passed my tiny baby. I rang the Drs and told them this had happened and went straight to A&E where I was admitted overnight and checked over. Ive never ever felt so alone and scared. Ive since been to see a Psychic who knew nothing about my miscarriage but told me I'd lost a baby and it wasa boy and she told me things only I knew about that day. I know no what happened did for a reason and it was nothing I did - which is very hard to believe when you have a miscarriage - I know it happened for a reason and after all this time I can finally believe that and I feel able now to make this memorial site for my baby boy because I can now believe that I didnt do anything and it happened for a reason. I have two gorgeous healthy girls now and am planning on another baby in the next year. My psychic told me it would be a baby boy and Im hoping that with all her other predictions that have been right that she is with this one too xx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Baby"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
X X
WITH LOVE
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Beautiful Angel up above..
Shine down on your family..
With lots of love
They all love and miss you..
So very much
Please special Angel..
Stay in touch
Watch over your loved ones..
Send them your love
You will always be..
Their special Angel above
You can let them know..
That your around
You don't even have to make a sound
Give them a sign..
Let your family know..
You are there
Blow in their ear..
Or tickle their hair
copyright Jackie Thomas 03/08/09.
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says of our love for you.
(Author Unknown)
Bridge Called Love
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It takes us back to brighter years,
to happier sunlit days
and to precious moments
that will be with us always.
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And these fond recollections
are treasured in the heart
to bring us always close to those
from whom we had to part.
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There is a bridge of memories
from earth to Heaven above...
It keeps our dear ones near us
It's the bridge that we call love.
Author Unknown
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